To My Most Beloved Master Dhyan Vimal.....10

To, my most beloved Master

I shouldn’t write this
but write I do
before when thou
pointed out my mistakes
it hurt me so deeply
it was so painful
escaping from here
was the only choice

But I feel so happy
so contended
because now it will
be easier to remedy
my mistakes and failures

If not to realize this
mistakes, this irresponsibility
it would have taken
so much effort
so much pain

And so much precious life
and time wasted
now the path is so clear
I am also watching
my intent
writing this, is it a
form of escaping
or a contentment
for my heart ?

Chinniah